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As my bud sarah would say "I am quite vexed". And vexed I certainly am, by myself and forces beyond. I think I've met a girl that I like a lot, and from an inside source I know she likes me (at least as a friend) and thinks im funny and wants a boyfriend. My source even thinks we'd be great for eachother cause she thinks I'm nice and we have a lot in common. But we should spend more time together aprently. Ok, cool, I can do that. I don't like being patient but I can do it. See the thing is, I'm not completley sure of my feelings. For me an important part of a relationship is just feeling comftrable around the person, and I'm not entirley sure I have that part. At times we'll have thes great conversations that will last for a long time and I'll go away feeling like "what an amazing person". And then other times when we talk It will feel like sort of a dead end. Like today I saw her int he library and she came over to talk to me and danny for a bit but we didnt really have much to say so after a bit she went back to her a table. We tossed a piece of paper back and forth now and then writing notes to eachother on it. For me I'm just not really good at making conversation out of nowhere. If I'm hanging out with people and we're doing stuff It's easy but just sitting down to talk to people I never really know what to say. And so I'm looking ahead and I'm wondering to myself about whether we could work in that aspect. And then on the other hand I say to myself that I'm taking things to seriously and that I should just concern myself with that when the time comes. I don't want to ruin a good thing because I really like her. Shes a huge sox fan, and she seems to take a genuine intrest in things that I'm intrested in which is really a nice gesture I think. And she seems to have a pretty free spirit and a goofy sence of humour like me too. I know that if I ever want sucsess I have to take chances and not be afraid of the outcome so I guess thats what I'm going to do. But I'm still a bit unsure... Any suggestions?

I dont wan to miss my oppurtunity :-\