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I sit on a pillow in my basement with everything off

I listen to sounds sung that I cannot understand

I sit on a pillow in my basement with everything roaring around me, pulsing through my veins, searing through my skin, screaming in my mind, in an out, passing through and not leaving until they are their

I understand the music perfectly as the willow waves beside me

and slowly a lotus petal drifts to the center of a river

it is pink and white and clean in the air

it slowly decends in graceful spirals as it alights on the surface of the water

rotating gently and drifing down the river into oblivian or perhaps a waterfall

it drifts and it will never die

and so my mind drifts and can never die

it disapears of the horizon of my carpet

i am content

dont try to understand this cause then you never will