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that im going to make my goal in life to escape from techonology and the modern world. Just try to live natural and apreciate the world around me and the people rather than the techonology and distractions. Im not sure where this will be. Or exactly how i'll do it. But i'm going to make a goal of mine. I don't want my happyness to be reliant on material possesions. Their so much stuff in the natural world to enjoy and I want to experience that. It seems like so much pressure is put on us in society to grow up and "be something". Like a something that has a job that pays them lots of money so that they can pay for all their stuff, then need to go make more money. I dont wanna be part of that vicous cycle. I'd rather just live. Find true inner peace instead of being in this rat race. It seems like the only real way to experience this is to let go of your possesions. Maybe i'll study buddism too. That kind of the whole story of buddah. Living simply, being part of nature and just being at peace with yourself and the world. After all what everyone seaks is happyness in one form or another. Besides our governemnt and coporations who says we need material possesions to be happy? I think the happiest I ever was when was in middle school takeing the buss to school and I looked ou the window and saw the trees and the greyish blue winter sky. And in that moment everything was quiet. And I was in the moment. Happeneing in that EXACT moment. It was incredbile. Its not something you make happen, it just happened. I want to live that feeling. Silence. Peace. Hapyness.