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so right now its about 1:29 am. Im glad I worked out today and I'm really glad tomorow is friday because this means i dont need to get plenty of sleep tonight because I have nothing to do tomorow requiring much energy. Physical therapy after all, can su.ck my di.ck and su.ck it well and it damn well better enjoy it. Contrary to popular belife school requires very little sleep at all if any. Curling 70 pounds requires plenty of energy and i would have done a better job today at the gym if I had eaten a healthier lunch. Calazones and irish cookies are not good energy food unfrotunatley :-(. Very few things in my life are quite as frusturating as not being able to grind out that last rep that I did no problem last time. But I'm improving each day and instead of trying to increase weight super fast im takeing my time and not increasing anything for about 9 more workouts (about two and a half or three weeks). I havent improved my bench in months ive been straned at 135 since before my birthday. Fu.cking shoulder. Fuckin.g leg. Anywho, if my mom finds out im up and comes downstairs she will rip my n.uts of and make a testi.cle smoothy, force me to drink it, then send me to bed. I suppose thats a risk im willing to take though. I don't feel like sleeping. In fact, I feel like staying up ALL NIGHT like a maniac and going to school with that I just got hit by a bus and dont know what the fu.ck is going on feeling. I find that actually kind of refreshing. It mellow. I tried to play basketball today too and I think a pulled my right hammy. I guess its my own stupid fault for takeing jump shots anyway. Annie was all like DONT SWING ON THE POLE OR YOU'LL FALL AND DIE AND YOUR LEG WILL SHATTER INTO A THOUSAND LITTLE BLOODY PIECES WHO WILL ALL SCREAM AND RUN AWAY. And i was like, I wont fall. Then I went to the gym, moved big ass heavy chunks of plastic around on a leg that sonly just recently become strong enough to bare my own weight, took some jump shots, then went home and didn't wear my brace all night. I suppose the only word to describe this be havior is BLORGE! If you know what i mean that is. Nobody is online and I wish they were. I guess I'll have to chill with truffles and the tv instead. On another note, I would like to dedicate a little bit to my best bud in the world, God. I won't explain my views on God because their still developing and because this blog isnt about religion its about whatever i feel like makeing it about right now. But I would like to say I love God with all my heart and soul and always will and I apreciate the love I am shown in return. Tomorow is also donut day in homeroom which will kick ass. I hope I end up hanging out with epoepl tomorow evening cuz my nights have been ever so boring recently. I do a lot of ass sitting on and waiting for good shows to start. It's not fun at all and once im healthier I'm gonna be spending A LOT more time playing ball simply cause its a fun thing to do. Ive mastered all the good video games I own, the good tv shows arent on right away, the people online are boring, i can recite every athf episode by heart maybe ish, and i quit watching adult entertainment. Whats a boy to do? YOUR MOM THATS WHAT. No seriously whats a boy to do? I need suggestions!!!!